Not a Happy Chappy :( ....

Hey there guys, recently I have not been in a very good mood because of various reasons, and I have lots of unnecessary stress at the minute so I just decided to do this post to try to reassure myself and hopefully things will be okay. It's really frustrated me because I had been in a good mood at the start on the week and then things just got bad and then went to worse. I don't want to go into to much detail about it because I don't want this post to be a really negative one, I'm trying to make myself positive about my situation after all, and so I'll just skim the edges. As you know if you've read my blog before, that I row and I really enjoy rowing it's one of my passions at the minute, I just love to row, and recently there has been a change in crews which I'm not too happy about and so I'm trying to see the bright side of it. Bu like I said before there is a lot more detail than just a change in crew, I'm not that petty :), but I guess this is going to push me to work harder and to try to push my new crew into training as hard as we can, and for myself I might even try a single. Which by the way is petrifying!! Maybe this has given me the push I really need, maybe this is God's way of showing me that I should go "solo" to prove to myself that I can do it (even though I don't particularly believe in God). But yeah I guess what I'm trying to say to you and to myself is even if we don't like something you can't just through a tantrum and expect to get what you want, it just doesn't work like that.... sadly. So I've just got to be the bigger person and accept what the cards have given me, which is to not a lot to be honest but what doesn't kill you makes you stronger ...... right? anyway thanks for reading my slightly depressing post and I'll speak to you next time, hopefully on a much happier note x